Have you tried eating frozen watermelon? If you already did, did you like it? If you haven't yet, you should because it's sooo good.
Did you also know that dogs love to eat corn? Not just corn, but Japanese Corn. I just don't know if they are allowed to eat. Because dogs are not supposed to be eating chocolates, anything chocolate-y. They will die.
Soooo random. Me, posting about watermelons and corns and dogs. Well, I think I'm just bored or maybe I'm anxious about the results of my midterms. Nooo. I don't wanna see those friggin' papers.
God, please help me survive this semester with flying colors. Hahahaha. I don't want to settle for something mediocre anymore. I will go to the library to study Statistics every Monday right after Machine Shop classes. But not yet tomorrow, of course. It's AVATAR day tomorrow!
Two nights ago, I had a dream that made me feel uneasy for a whole day. The things I were hoping for in reality appeared in my dream.I wanted to be a damsel in distress. I guess there's a part of me that wants to be saved. Saved from all the fears, frustrations, and problems I choose to evade. Well, it's true. I want to be saved. I just can't keep saving myself. Sometimes, I might need others too.
Jelle, one of my dormmates said, that the subconscious part of our brain works whenever we sleep and the things we dream about are the things we unconsciously wish and hope for.
"Kung mangyari naman yun sa tunay na buhay ganoon din gagawin ko. "
I wanted to be saved. But not just by anyone. I wanted to be saved by you.
1. Romance de'Amour- Anonymous
2. Downtown- Petula Clark
3. Make Your Own Kind of Music- Mama Cass
4. Always- Atlantic Starr
5. Bad Romance- Lady Gaga
6. The Look of Love- Dusty Springfield
You gotta make your own kind of music
Sing your own special song
Make your own kind music
Even if nobody else sings along
-Mama Cass Elliot
As much as I want to make an assessment of 2009, I can't. I just can't find the correct words to describe the events that took place. I just can't seem to organize my thoughts. Crappy me. Anyway, the year is about to end. And that thought makes me happy. Extremely happy. Guess why? Because 2009 hasn't been my year. Buckets of tears were shed. Literally buckets.
I'm not just talking about myself here. But I wouldn't want to meddle with the affairs of others and talk about them. Anyway, for me, the year 2009 has made me a stronger person. I learned to be more independent. Now, I can eat lunch all by myself at UST. Haha. Okay, something serious naman. This year, I learned that people will always be there to bring me down. But guess what, "I can defy you, arseh**es!" Hahaha. Serious na talaga.
This year has been very difficult for me. It was difficult to cope up with lessons I've missed. It was difficult to mingle with people I have just met. It was difficult to open myself to someone whom I used to have a crush on but ended up as a friend. It was difficult to accept the truth that some events aren't just meant to take place. It was difficult to accept that some people won't always be there when you needed them the most. It was difficult to take care of a stubborn but adorable puppy. It was difficult to see someone suffer because of love. It was difficult to tell them my problems that I had to drink something to give me the courage. It was difficult to forgive. It was difficult to accept...
I guess acceptance was the most difficult thing to do. It is so difficult that I'm still on the process.
Although the year has been difficult, there were also lessons.
I learned that health is wealth. I need to be healthy to be able to do all the things I want to do. I learned that friendships are important. Friends are the best antidote when we are already intoxicated with school stuff. I learned that happiness comes from within. Nothing will happen if will stay in a corner and sulk all day. In order for me to be happy, I must think of happy thoughts. I learned that sometimes you need to cry and show others what you truly feel. People won't understand you unless you tell them that something is up. I learned and realized that my family is really my source of happiness. I go home every week not just to rest but to recharge my happiness meter. I learned that dogs fall in love too. I learned that waiting isn't always the best option. I learned that life has some great things to offer other than obstacles and problems. I learned that God will always be there for me. I learned that I don't have to make a decision if I don't have any alternatives (from OR). I learned how to play my violin.
And from Mechanics, I learned that in order to reduce the gravitational attraction of two bodies from each other, the distance between them must be increased. The law of proximity applies here. Hahaha.
A while ago, I said I couldn't find the accurate words to describe my year. I guess narration of events isn't the only choice. Revelation of lessons and realizations is an option.
The year was difficult but I learned a lot.
2009, thank you for making me a stronger person.
to be working inside the Machine Shop!
Just some minutes before darkness occurs, the sky will turn pink then orange then red. Colors will play in the sky. But it only lasts for a couple of minutes. It's not even the best Aurora Borealis a person could see, but it can surely paint a smile on your sad face.
It could have been a better sight if the stars were present.
But it could have been better if you've seen it with someone. :)
Whatever the outcome may be, wherever the conversation will take us, it will never be the same anymore. I just hope that it will take place before the week ends.
"Why prolong your agony when you can do something about it?" -Prof. Espinosa
